Everywhere i look for love i see you
Every man i've ever begged to love me
I was really staring at your face
mirroring what the little girl in me desperately cried for
what she still does
But he is not you dad
and no matter where i turn
i will always feel the deepest depths of loneliness
in the vast black void i feel in my soul
Right where I know your puzzle piece fits
where its always been missing
I wish I could say i'll be okay
i'll do it without what you refused to give me
That drink of water I'm so thirsty for
that you always teased me with
and still do
But, I know that I will never be okay
I will never be whole
My heart will always be broken
searching for you in every person
who will never love me
either
It would be cool as a drink of water... love. This is heavy. I Love you as a poetic force and fellow human.